I can’t lose you. I won’t survive. And that’s your fault. You made me love you, you made me let you in. I want you not to give up on me. Though a lot went wrong between us, I still want you to be a part of my life. Don’t make me live without you.
Sometimes I question myself. Everything you said. If you didn’t mean it, why did you say it. And though there are times when I hate you cause I can’t forget the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face. But even now while I hate you it pains me to say that I’ll always be there for you at the end of the day.
You broke me and now you’re leaving. There’s so much to say but all I’m hoping is that things would get better between us. I don’t want to lose you now.
How am I suppose to forget everything that we’ve been through. How am I suppose to ignore the fact you were once my everything. How am I suppose to understand why it’s over when all we could have done was work it out. How am I suppose to go about my daily life without you when you were always there with me 24 hours. How can I be ok when I just lost the person who I cared most of. How can I live with myself knowing the fact that I didn’t do my best to make you stay.
Why’d you give up on me? Why? After all the heartaches, you want to leave me with a much bigger heartache. What am I suppose to do without you. I gave up my life, my friends, my family all for you. What am I suppose to do now? I don’t know what normal feels like without you. Why do you not love me anymore? Am I really that bad? Am I really the worst? I can’t bear with this pain. Not being with you kills me. Wherever I go, whatever I did you were always there. What am I suppose to do now? Why did you have to leave me? Why didn’t you trust me? Sigh.
i love this so much. the freshness and how alive you feel when you escape to breathe out of the ocean. i wish i was here.
i can’t honestly tell you why i love the ocean so much. i feel apart of something and so connected to the salty water that surrounds me. i love the feeling of coming out of the water like this gif, and feeling the sun wick up the moisture from my soddened face. it’s the best feeling. the feeling of happiness and freedom.